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| ok so i woke up n' smelled the flowers. im still a depressed bitch-asaurus but its normal behavior...right?
not to mention the fact that after i watched lotr 3 times (yes i "wasted" 11 hrs of my life. shutup) and pirates of the caribbean today for the 50th time, i've reached yet again another conclusion:
orlando bloom is eyecandy served on a platinum saucer.
im back on track...i hope. | | |
| who am i?
i am a daughter of God almighty. sometimes i am a shodow of a solid person, whereupon i am invisble to those who seek to not see me. i speak when spoken to and most times i dont speak at all. my mind is always filled with anger and hatred towards the world in which people who disgust me dominate. i am not easily irrigated yet people always think i am, henceforth i become angry at myself for leading peoples' minds astray. i love to write and dream of one day producing my 'masterpieces' into movies which i will stay anonymous to the world. my other goal is to one day run a coffee shop in Soho and travel all around Europe, hopefully running into my present love: johnny depp. of course i'll buy an apartment in England just for the heck of it and i might just meet the "hairy, european accented, guitar playing" man of my dreams. i hate people who lie to me, ignore me, make me feel unloved. they make me feel stupid and unimportant thus lowering my self esteem. many people think that i am slow and dim-witted when on the contrary i am not. most importantly i wish to break free of this 'circle of life' i am living in where friends are not trustworthy and loyalty is merely a word used for decoration. i am sick of living every single day as a teenager who is misunderstood. i am sick of being patient and holding my tongue when i wish to burst out and scream. i am sick of everything and the only thought that keeps me from insanity is the fact that one day i will join my Lord in heaven where the joyous sound of trumpets will welcome me with open arms. until then i must be satisfied with what i have, and i guess i am. its just....DAMN! is there no escape?! must i live on as a disturbed and emotionally drained girl?!
...i wish i could fly.... | | |
| hey diddle diddle the cat played the fiddle (;
10704/lesson of the day...
+ dude is another word for ingrown anal hair
+ dork is another word for whale's dick
(info provided by boogerDICK<3)
ahahar im in a very peachy mood.  oh joy. despite the fact that im getting a new razzle dazzling hat for $5(hurrah), i also found out that trix are indeed not just for kids but for everyone. i betcha ddint know that one huh? ;p okay darlings. until the next pathetic xanga entry...tootles <3
*ps- frances is getting me the hat o<l;)
*pps- the cow jumped over the moon. moo. | | |
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i sit in a corner
thinking of times
when friendship meant something
to you and I
we used to play games
and play little jokes
we used to run round
and meet other folks
we talked day and night
until the sun rose
we stood by each other
when trouble arose
but now it all changed
we don’t even talk
is this what age does?
cant we turn back the clock?
I’ll do anything, anything!
To go back to the days
Lets give it a try
Theres no time to waste!
No…I guess its too late
What happened has passed
We’re just strangers now
The end…at last.
I sat in the corner
I shed a few tears
Now goodbye my friend
Thank you for the years.
I’ll see you in heaven.<3
(yes..i actually wrote this. surprise surprise!) | | |
| 112703 - happy turkey day 
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people i thank ;p
- my father, God: haHA wow. i thank you Father for looking over me at all times. your love amazes me and i know i'm nothing without you Lord. i may not be the best child or i might not be that smart but i'll try my best to please you. i cant express my thanks to youin words but know that i love you Lord. thank you.
- junqah: aHA! i thank you for still being my friend even thouqh i've made you lose yer patience 24/7. lols i feel like i "connect" to you n' i cant believe we got so close this year considering that im sucha weirdo. haHA "i love peanut butter more than jelly!" lols love you *yoda<3
- christina: i thank you for just listening to me. our phone convo records are unbeatable n' i trust you to always be a shoulder to lean on. you n' i had so many fcken memories that i aint even qonner start. chickenshithouse? haHA! love you twinners<3
- suna: i thank you. thats it. i just thank you. i thank you n' im sorry for all that shit i did to you. yehs even though we never talked about it i know i treated you like crap so im sorry n' i still love you so BLEH! niqqerette<3 hahA
- joyce: damnnn joyce joyce joyce...haHA. you crazy woman i just thank you for being yourself girl. always dragging me to places n' acting weird n' telling me that monkeys are flying under my butt. lols we talked alot of "talks" n' laughed alot of "laughs". n' we cant forget the big question; "do you choose the pomeranian, or the bulldog?" haHA love you buttmonkey<3
- henry: i dont even know what im thanking you for ;p haHA im just kidding fob. you've seriously been a big impact on my life this year n' i would have gone crazy if it wasnt for you. yes YOU! you always called me at the right times when i was feeling down n' you always made me smile so i guess i dont hate you as much as i thought. boba<3
to the rest; minkyung, lizzers, cathy, matthew cheung, john shit, serena, junqsoo unni, hooney, liz, franklin, kristen, jonathan, *silvia my luvr, etc etc...
i thank you. =)
(okay that was a complete waste of time. never let me do that again)
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